placebo2 (know your enemy)

nabasa mo ba ang placebo one?

lason ang nainom ko..
at naipainom sa iba.

di pala placebo.

that's all thank you..



wicked fool mode.
mali ako mali ako mali ako!

irreversible damage naba ito??
wala bang undo? =D


nagtxt si trese: mali sinabi ko.. wla xang iba.
me: the damage is done.. ='( (bobo ko! nakakainis ka! inutusan ka ba nya para magconfess bago xa bitayin?)



sa pagkakataong ito mahirap nanaman gumawa ng hakbang..

kikilos ba ako?
maghihintay?

pano kung ang hinihintay kong episode ay hindi na pala ipapalabas?

ako ba ang gagawa ng episode?
dapat ba akong gumawa ng episode?
kailan ko dapat gawin ang episode?
pano kung tanggihan ako ng producer?

kumalat na ba ang lason at wala na ba akong oras para gumawa ng antidote?

mga tanong...


parang nag-take ako ng exam ni bonaks..
binigyan ako ng parehong bote na may lamang parehong characteristics na likido..

isang lason..
at isang antidote..
kailangan kong i-identify .. which is which?


tanging ang paginom lang ang paraan upang malaman ko kung alin..

mukhang ang nainom ko sa unahan ay ang lason..
at mukhang naipainom ko pa sa iba..

magpapasorry ba ako??
para?..?

kailangan na bang kantahin ang kantang to? (haia sorry pareho ata tayo lagi.)

Over
~ayu~

I still remember your face..
when you were about to say something on that day
I'm sorry for not having heard you out..

I honestly love you
I didn't have a little more courage

And hid my tears though I knew
we would never be as we were
I parted from you waving my hand and saying "See you again"
I parted from you as usual..

It is easier than we think..
to let go of each other's hand
But it is difficult to join hands again, isn't it?

I can't smile without you..
I could not say just one word..

The wind is cold.. I'm in tears now.
Now I know it's not me alone, who feels the coldness
But seems too late..

What is getting little by little farther by the distance?
Do I forget little by little as time passes by?

It was a treasure, wasn't it?
I wished to protect it more than anything else.

____

masaya naman birthday.. (c'mon mahirap maging masaya pag may bumabagabag sayong kalooban.. may conscience at super-ego pla ako..)

gang dito nalang muna..


-guilty-

placebo part 1 (super modified)

1:51 am

birthday ko ngayon.
eh anu naman?




it means na kailangan mong basahin ang nobelang to up to the last word.
kung kakilala mo talaga ako..
basahin mo to.. word by word.
sumilip ka sa makasalanang mundo ko.
salamat.

oo gising pako..
my tummy hurts..
and i'm cold..
not because of the room temperature right now..
naka-sweatshirt na nga ako eh.

may nag-Greet sakin..
isang taong iniwan ko ng bigla..
yun kung bakit ako biglang nilalamig.

eh anu naman ngayon?
binalewala lang ako eh..

i finally cut off.
why?
why delilah..

uhm.. here it goes..

i txted tap bout the eclipse that was about to take place..
rep: ha? ano? ano yun??
me: duh? you txted me that it will happen this 27 and.. blah blah..(27 is a significant number.)
tap: ha? ano? pakirefresh?
me: huh.. yaan m nlng sayo galing tas di mo alam ngayon.. ulyanin!
tap:ha?
me: (naiinis na) wala yaan m nlang. sorry.
tap:hayy
me:ulyanin.


see? anu kaya yun
oops may nagtxt.

trese: eclipse??
...
me: (rep after 3 hrs) eclipse?
trese: yup, i saw your msgs to him kaninang nagtatado eh.. bati na kayo?
me: uh? ganun ba? musta naman? alam mo naman kami. parang di kami. galit yan sakin. hehehe..buhay pa ba?(anung pakealam mo kung kami pa?)
trese: uhm yeah. napansin ko kc yung mga txt nya sayo puro "HA?" "ANO".. la lang
me: masaya naman ako. hahaha.. eh anu ngayon (chorva.. dahil lang sa bagong bili kong pampaganda.. cge magtado ka jan magdamag. alam ko naman kaligayahan mo, tado eh. marami namang adik sa tado)
trese: and uhm, i think meron na rin xa iba, i saw his phone iba na wallpaper and the girl never looked anything like you.

me: thinkin- (1000000 million neurotransmitted info flashback chorva per second)

# 1- watda? meron na rin xa iba? u're assuming na meron na ako? duh? ok ka lang?
# 2- awts.demet.. yung unggoy na yun? kaya pala.. marunong na pala mag Two time ang mga unggoy.(bagong conclusion!)
# 3- pwedeng ang babaeng yun ay yung crush nya na koreana na sinasabi nya sakin.. ?? patay na patay xa dun kamukha ko un
# 4- lagi namang babae wallpaper nun. pwedeng si angelina jolie.. hmm
# 5- alalahanin mo di ka rin naging faithful sa kanya.. wallpaper mo si jeff, dami mo pang katxt jan.. bf? duh, non existent. wala ako bf.
# 6- pinapraning mo ko.. di tayo close gago.
# 7- pagkakaalam ko dun di marunong manligaw. ako nga di masustentuhan eh, magdadagdag pa?
# 8- kaya pala nung last akong kumalas pinagbigyan nya ako.. wee
# 9- chance mo na yan! at least you can get off na xa may kasalanan sa failure na ito! hehehe! wag ka na maawa! waag!! (sama ko)
# 10- baka nga meron na.. di ako pinapansin maxado eh (kc siguro lagi ako bitter sa kanya and i was always pushing him away.. normal lang na ipagpalit ako
# 11-kasalanan ko. karmaticus na e-teach! di ko xa masisisi dahil di ako naging faithful noon.. sinabi ko pa sakanya.. at ngayon.. ganito marahil ang nararamdaman nya noon.. di ako pwede manumbat.. my crime's the same
# 12- nagtitrip si trese.


me: txted- uh? ganun ba? ako wala akong iba eh..(wala pa na solid, hehe) kaya pala pinagbibintangan ako na may third party!(nagmamalinis!)
gatas *tinarantado nanaman pala ako! nagtitiis ako dito tas ganon!!(sinasayko kita trese)

trese: hmm.. you deserve better. find someone better. ganda mo kaya.
me: ah okay thanks..i'm so thankful you're doing this..(chorva) nga pala, greet mko lapit na bday ko. ha? ha 13? gift ko ha(changing topic)
trese: uhmm.. pwede na ba puso ko? (wid matching smiley)
me: ay? meron pako trese, cge magDonate ka nalang sa iba. (tang ina mo di kita type.gago ka pla eh.. pumoporma ka lang pla bat naninira ka pa jan)
trese: aw. sorry. goodluck na lang.. be happy. ano tinext mo ba?
me: oo. sabi ko.. cnu yung iba mo? rep si tap, na di nya ako maintindihan
trese: ah oks.. manyak yun
me: anything else i need to know? (gagu kaw din.. di na nga makalapit yun sakin.. dapat di kami nagdidikit simula nung.. basta. di pede.. kahit holding hands)
trese: (mabagal na magreply) wala na..
me: okay trese, mas malaki pa nga tiwala ko sayo kesa sakanya.. (chorva.. kinokonsenxa kita)
trese: ako din.. kahit di pa tayo nagkikita
me thinkin: wooh.. lokohin mo lola mo


oks.

sa pagkakataong ito. umiiyak nako.. hmm.. nagngingitngit ako sa galit.
naku at nakita ako ng nanay ko..
tinanong ako anong problema.. sabi ko wala..
wala naman talaga eh.. gusto ko lang umiyak..

yung impormasyong ibinigay sakin.. masakit.
kahit na.. isa itong THEORY!

What matters to me is not whether it's true or not.. but that i believe it to be true..
in short, wala akong pakealam kung totoo yun o hindi.. basta paniniwalaan kong ganun para matapos na rin.
(yan ang sinabi at ginawa ng immature kong utak. cra ata ako. oo sira ako)

stupid?
kinda..
niloloko ko sarili ko.. pinainom ko ng placebo ang sarili ko.. galing. naloko ko sarili ko.

yun nga lang, damay magulang ko..
galit ako sa kadahilanang hindi naman proven.

bwisit kainis talaga ugali ko.. kaya pag umiiyak ako dapat wag nalang pansinin!
mababaw lang talaga ang luha ko.. sore!

isa pa. hindi ganun ka-reliable ang source ng impormasyon. yehay

reasons:

#1. di kami close.. duh
#2. may galit xa kay tap.. (gf ako eh. hehe.. kapal)
#3. pag may tinatanong ako na relevant talaga, di nanagrerep! naka linya xa alam ko! uhmp!
#4. bakit xa biglang magtetxt ng ganun? di ko naman xa hi-nire na detective spy chorva
#5. sinabi nya toh: "oh? sinabi mong ako? baka madamay ako jan ah?" (eh gago ka pla bakit mo pa chinismis sakin kung ayaw mo madamay?? you are held accountable and responsible for your actions!!)
#6. marami na kaming pinagdaanan ni tap. 'di nyo lang alam pero oo.. walang kalaban sa istoryang ito. sya lang talaga laging nagmumukhang masama.(dahil sakin)


yoo hoo! parang nawala ako sa hulog sa pagsusulat dahil katxt ko sya ngayon. leche.. aaminin ko masaya ako.
(pero labo namin.. yayaya)

sabi nya: kung tayo talaga, tayo rin sa huli.
naisip ko: malabo na yun mangyari..hindi tayo! kahit mahal kita. kasalanan ko rin.. ang maling impormasyong napunta sa magulang ko ay di ko naitama..
marami akong ginawang mali sayo.. nasiraan kita.. dahil sa galit..sa pagiging paranoid ko na namana ko pa sa aking ninuno.
tinuring din kitang kaaway.(leche natugtog ang 1000 words)

-real time-
--
tap: kung yan ang gusto mo.. sana lang maging masaya ka.. chuva .. ek ek.. ilang beses mo nko iniwan.. nalilito ako..

me:... di kita iniwan.. (chorva)
tap: pwede naman tayong maging friends?
me: NEVER
tap: ha? ano?
me: never tayo magiging magkaibigan.. mas maganda pa magkalimutan nlang tayo
tap: galit ka?
me: de. bkt? ayos naman kc offer mo.
tap: kaw pumili nyan. sumunod lang ako sa gusto mo
me thinkin: oo nga. bakit lagi ako naghahanap ng away?? waa
txted: friendship. yun ba gusto mo?
tap: hindi. kaw.. pinagtatabuyan mko lage..
me: oo nga.. blah blah.. di kita masisisi kung iiwan mko.. dumating talaga sa point na gusto ko kaw naman mang-iwan skin..
tap:bakit ganun?? happy birthday ulet.. magiging masaya kana ngayon. yun di ko nabigay sayo.. kamusta kayo ng totoy bobo mo?
me:yeah.. alin di mo nabigay? (inosente epek)
tap: cge.. okay lang.. tinatry ko rin maging masaya.. sa tado..
me thinkin: puro kc yan inaatupag mo! selos ako! selos sa barkada mo!pasenxa na!( translation:naiintindihan ko naman ngayon ka lang nagkaron ng barkada..sa tado pa.. pero la kana oras sakin kaya kung ano ano iniisip ko.. blog ko binabasa mo ba?)

me again thinkin: tinatanggap ko paliwanag mo kanina.. kilala kita di mo magagawa yun.
txted: sige mapaparusahan din mga mahilig makialam sa buhay ng may buhay.. pakshet
tap: ha? ano?
me: senxa kna kung ano ano tinanong ko sayo kanina.. gusto ko lang makasigurado..kung sino dapat kainin ng dragon.. blah blah (nakokonsenxa nako)
tap: wag ka sana gumamit ng dahas
me: gagamit ako. (ng juts)
tap: you've changed.. nakakadissapoint na **n
me: di ako nag change. masama talaga ako. (totoo naman. gusto kita patayin dati. pero i'm glad i didn't. teka tinawag mkong **n?)
tap: di ko alam anung nangyari sayo.. laki ng pagkakaiba
me thinkin: bankai!



wla. singit lang yan. ahaha.. tapos na real time.


nagkasala ako sakanya.(ginawa nya akong basahan once..or thrice.. pero ibinalik ko yun sakanya.. tinapon at pinulot.. tinapon at pinulot.. at kung anu ano pa.. weeh

nagsala ako sa magulang ko.

(tama ang sinabi ng tatay ko. kung may reaction, may action.

ako ay kasama sa pagkakasala. accountable din ako sa mga nangyari.. hindi ako sinapian. hindi rin iyon disorder. simple lang. NAGKASALA AKO. KAMI.
marahil tinakasan ko nga ito.. tinakasan ko dahil sa galit. dahil siguro sa karanasang di ko nagustuhan..
dahil hindi ko nagustuhan ang reaction. dahil minsan sa aking buhay ako'y iniwan sa gera.. well, iniwan ko rin. at hinayaan xang tadtarin ng bala..

nagkasala ako sa sarili ko.


leche nagugutom nko..
alas kwatro na.

4:23 am


=paalala: wag munang humusga:
abangan ang susunod na kabanata....


-start ng susunod na kabanata-


nakokonsenxa ako.

di ako makatao!
un lang!!!


happy birthday naman sakin!


nakokonsenxa ako!!


click me and read "you- episode III"

bleach 127

edit
_________________
hanabi
ikimono gakari

Let your feelings of love resound..
Protect your beloved..
Fight with all you've got until the bitter end..
This flower will keep burning..

gattaga burnout

art by nattetimen
kiwi

we knew from the start that it would be difficult..
complicated.
incomprehensible.
impossible.

the road was long..
the track was steep..
a cold trek to that soaring mountain..
a summit concealed by clouds.
a task never ought to be completed.

thorns scouring our feet..
a blood-stained path goes..





we went a long way,
and we always got hurt.

still, we chose to keep going..
to endure the pain,
no matter what..



what ever happens...
"naniga atte mo.."

'tis what we've chosen.

to walk.
to believe.
carrying the hopes that we'll get there in the end..
blind pilgrims going nowhere fast..


love.
lies.
betrayal.
forgiveness.


rapid shifts of emotions..
playful convictions.
tricky situations..
pretense.
halfway through..


it's different now.


i am tired.
go on..

i'm stopping here.
i can't carry the burden anymore.
i can no longer fool myself yearning for something that could never exist.

i'm going..
i'm moving on.
i can't stay..
and there's no way any of this could ever make sense.
there's no way i could ever let this happen again..

i wish you well.
i cannot stay.


so long.


join the wrecks.

__|__
|

when love breaks down
-prefab sprout-

My love and I, we work well together
But often we're apart.
Absence makes the heart lose weight, yeah,
Till love breaks down, love breaks down..

Oh my, oh my, have you seen the weather?
The sweet September rain..
Rain on me like no other
Until I drown, until I drown..

When love breaks down,
the things you do,
To stop the truth from hurting you..

When love breaks down
The lies we tell,
They only serve to fool ourselves.

My love and I, we are boxing clever,
he'll never crowd me out..
Fall be free as old confetti..
And paint the town, paint the town..
When love breaks down.

When love breaks down,
You join the wrecks..

i don't care bear

-idontcarebearbydecemberstock-


grrhh

wala lang.
malamig.
umaga na. di ko natapos yung pinahiram ni barangay na dvd ng Bleach.
Nova!

nakapagtataka pero naMi-Miss ko din si totoy bobo kahit na parang ngang iniwasan ko xa. hindi naman sa talagang iniiwasan ko na at di na magpaparamdam muli.. pero..
kaylangan ko ng bubbles.
napanaginipan ko pa.
kaibigan ko kasi. hehe.. ewan.

dearest totoy bobo,
sanang di mo nalang inamin..
kasi.. kasi.. hayy..
ewan pero ikaw yan. hehe..
fly.
gayunpaman, masaya ako at ganun pala tingin mo sakin.. salamat.


kahit na hindi ganun ang tingin ko. yun ang totoo.
masaya ako at may kaibigan akong tulad mo..
at ikaw parin ang special siopao ko na kulay pink.
jan ka lang muna sa ref. ha.. hehe.
salamat at naiintindihan mong hindi pa ko handang gumawa ng panibagong pelikula.
di pa kayang sumulat ng kamay ko.
hindi kita malilibre sa birthday ko..
at wag mo na rin akong bigyan ng diary na may lock..
wag nalang.. ha.. hatdog.



miss sexika, alam kong bored na bored ka na sa iyong buhay dyan.
minsan naman ay pinapatulan kita pero.. wag naman yung sobra..
wag mokong gawing twitter mo.. o blog o kung ano pa. hindi ako interesado sa chismis mo. sabi ko naman sayo gumawa ka na lang ng blog mo.. dun ka magsuka..
madumi na ako.



_my post was supposed to be about truth lies and denial...na makabuluhan.,
but then.. someone got in the way... wag mo kong isipin dahil di naman kita iniisip. cheh! (may iba akong iniisip na di naman ako iniisip! mwahaha _


masama ako..
masama ako!

wla muna akong pakealam sa mundo ngayon!!!

wag mo kong itxt kung ibabalita mo lang si angel locsin, o kung anu anong experiences mo sa pagpapaganda ng iyong katawan!

gatas ka!!

hahaa.. soO bad

grrr

Brush Away
-alice in chains-


I could use some time to curl away..
My aggression is where you stake your claim.
Why I question this curve on which you grade..
My conception, a joke or latest craze?


I try to get away, and yet I stick around..
So fall and crawl away, and brush away loose ground
Yeah.....

float.

Real me
-ayu-

What I get?
What you get?
It may be an illusion..
And we may only want to believe what we have got them..

What I say?
What you say?
If we don't express our thoughts and feelings in words..
They may not be understood nor reached..

The present time starts here.

A woman never runs away,
A woman never hides away..
In order to survive..
You should not want to be healed
Without fighting..

A woman never shows her fears,
A woman never shows her tears..
In order to survive..
You should not easily show your tears to someone..

What I need?
What you need?

Maybe it's all right..
So long as I have desires..
and am not satisfied

What I lose?
What you lose?
Maybe I have heard enough people saying
that they knew the value of something..
only after losing it.

Love..
It's here.

A woman could be dangerous,
a woman could be generous..
in order to survive...
We cannot always be so good girls..

A woman could be having fun.
A woman could be like a nun..
In order to survive,
We cannot be kind to others before we know pain.


A woman could be dangerous,
a woman could be generous
in order to survive..
We cannot always be so good girls..
A woman could be having fun,
A woman could be like a nun..
In order to survive.
As I know..


You see the real me.

For Ur Cind Konsideration

Mojo jojo to anonymous Powerpuff

mojo:

Nilagyan ko ng code at self destruct sequence to para sa security purpose pxenxa k na kung mhihirapan ka pang basahin to.. una sa lahat alam ko walang kapatawaran ung gnawa ko sayo.. naovercome ng takot na mawala k sken ung respeto ko sten dalawa pero.. iicipin mong hindi kita mahal pero ang totoo mahal kita at hangang ngayon mahal pa rin kita mahal na mahal anonymous Powerpuff girl.

cguro nga hindi p ito ung time.. hindi nko magmadali khng mbbgyan pko ng diyos ng pagkakataon mabuhay bigla pa lang ako magpaparamdam sayo pero hindi sa ngaun.. cguro nga nid na muna ng time.. my love can wait and until that day i would be single to wait for your forgiveness..

masaya ko at mahal mo p din ako un lng pinanghahawakan ko ngaun..my magtatapos muna ko ng pagaaral bubuwelo para magkaroon ng balls para mapantayan ko ung love mo.. hindi ko to cnasabi para kaawaan. akin lng mananatili ka sa puso at isipan ko lumipas man ang taon. natuto nko sa mga maling ginawa ko. pero hindi magbbago nraramdaman ko sayo ayaw man sken ng sangkatauhan para sayo.. Lalo na si Professor Utonium.

di ko malilimutan mga happy memories natin magkasama basta i will wait until the time na handa mo nko tangapin ulit pero its worth nman.. inuulit ko hindi kita niloko anonymous Powerpuff girl. cguro nga un dating sayo pero mahal na mahal kita.

may miracle pa naman na tinatawag di ba un n lng pagasa ko sa buhay. di k na mawawala sa buhay ko tandaan mo yan anu man mangyari skin, sa mga susunod n araw ikaw at ikaw pa din.. hindi pa din kita maalis sa icip ko.. hindi ko kaya na magpretend na masaya n wala kna kasi kaw kumukumpleto sken may happy ending din para sten..


you will always be my powerpuff.. you will always be my love.. you are the one i want to grow
old with but for now time ung importante.. nid ntn mkapagtapos ng pagaaral para wala ng hassle
sa relationship ntin..

im so wicked sana meron pko chance d2 sa mundo to prove myself and love to the
people especially sayong mahal ko.. naaala ko din ung mga plan natin kso ncra lahat un dahil sken minsan naicip ko n lng sumuko pero naicip ko na nid ko magsumikap kung gus2 ko pa kita makasama.. sana mapatawad mo ko at hayaan k mahalin ulit n pantay ng binigay mo hindi tayo d2 nagtatapos. i believe meron pang happy ending sten dalawa.. dadalin parin kita bilang inspirasyon ko sa araw araw, makalimutan mo man ako o magmahal k n ng iba, i'll just wait for you, i love you whatever happens.

ur Mojo.


Boom.

wow..

can you see me now?

"Who can throw a stone at a man who favors his friends, when.. sooner or later it is a question of life and death? No man should judge unless he asks himself in absolute honesty whether in a similar situation he would have done the same.."
-lines fr the book Man's search for meaning










Clowns: t.A.t.u.

Clowns that only let u know where u let your senses go.
Clowns all around you its a cross i need to bear.
All this black and cruel is fair, this is an emergency
Don't you hide your eyes from me, open them and see me now.

See me here in the air.. not holding on to anywhere
But holding on so beware .I have secrets I won't share.
See me here wishing you.. if I don't deny I do..
contemplate our wish away. If I ask u not to stay!

clowns are here to let u know.. where u let your senses go?
Clowns all around you.

it's a cross I need to bear.

All this black and cruel is fair,.
This is an emergency.

don't you hide your eyes from me
Open them and see me now.

fs haste ls haste

arrghh!! i am writing i am writing!
okay. since i have decided not to leave this pink blog..
(don't be fooled by its theme.. it can be bad sometimes, lalo na ngayon, na i took my Poders advice.. pagkatapos kong marinig ang kanyang mga komentaryo ukol sa aking mga naisulat.. )

eh halos nega at masama nasa utak ko? edi nega lahat lumabas.. hehe..

sorry 100% unfiltered na to ha..
matamaan na matamaan.. magalit na magalit.. toinks. paktay kang bata ka.

anyways, we had our recollection with the second year students last Thursday and..
and i was late. =) .. for 35 minutes.. hahaha..hayz.
so the moment i got to the conference room, the facilitator handed me the microphone and asked me to tell something about myself.. give my favorite number, state my relationship status.. blah blah..

:waahh!! nakakahiya! nakakahiya talaga! late ako at pagod na ako! anung magagawa ko eh ang mga stillettos lang na toh masusuot ko? oh pain, oh agooonyyy! hinihingal ako tas pagdating ko ganito?? nakakahiya! hehe.. my fault.:

pero hindi ang grand entrance ko ang dahilan kung bakit ako sumulat ngayon.
wala lang. gusto ko lang sumulat. hehe.

Our topic was about relationships. . specially the ones we have with our siblings and parents.
in short, our families..

Relationships change and develop over time. For example, relationships with parents change, moving towards more equality as we grow and become more independent. We start to develop interests outside the family and build closer relationships with our peers.. and .. our jawos.. no matter how many they are. hehe..

The pace of life today is such that often relationships are given a low priority in our list of things to be attended to. What about importance?

"sino mga pinakamamahal mo sa buhay?"
"mahalaga ba sila?"
"paano mo naipapakita na mahalaga nga sila para sayo?"

____

The facilitator told us that the key factor is time.
This means that the more time we spend to these people equates the importance that we tend to give to them.

ganun?

sino ba? pamilya? kaibigan?
sino madalas mo kasama?
saan ba? school?

diba diba?
siguro nga.. sabagay.. uhuh..
pati na rin siguro Communication.

my father asked me not to close doors on them."maging open ka naman sakin.."
okay na. na-prove ko that.. if people don’t communicate well, their relationship will suffer..
champre.

We can discuss issues, raise conflicts assertively, negotiate and can also make decisions. relationship is a medium through which they allow us to flourish.. it involves an emotional connection with each other and can animate us.. it's important to take a good look at the relationships in our lives and pay a little more attention to nurturing.. after which we 'll feel a lot better if we did so, and the relationship can only grow stronger for the effort we put into it... eeFFFooRt! !


oo nga. applicable din sa jawo..
kanina nabasa ko: "love cannot endure indifference,it needs to be wanted. Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil of anothers heart, or it's flame burns out.

hehe.. econonomics nga naman.
kung importante ka nga sa kanya eh paglalaanan ka nya ng panahon..
hindi yung ipagpapalit ka sa mahiwagang game na TADO.. diba diba? yes? yes?

so.. spend more time with your loved ones..

know the true value of time.. seize and enjoy every moment of it.
ikanga nila, no idleness, no delay, no procrastination; never put off till tomorrow what you can do today.

ano ang linyang ito? "siguro nga hindi pa ito yung time natin.. may happy ending din tayo"

haha.. as if naman nahuhulaan nya future.. o xa..

ikaw, ano mahalaga sayo?

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galing ng timing.
text ni sasarai

Love shows itself in action, not just words..
Relationships take TIME and EFFORT, and the best way to give love is TIME.
Attention says: i value you enough to give you my most precious asset..
my time.
it is making a sacrifice..
and sacrifice is the essence of love..

hello babay?

hola! ayan. by request eh nag-post ako.

ang totoo.. gumawa ako ng bagong blog.
maxado na naging public ang blog na ito..
(what do i expect? hehe)
lalo na sa mga taong nakakakilala sa akin.
lalayasan ko na ba talaga ito?

ang hirap. mas mahirap iwanan kesa sa jawo ko.

whatchatink?
tink! tink!

answer me. =)

(ps: malay mo may ma-i-click ka sa mga links ko at mahanap mo yun?)

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this is a tribute

dahil sa kadahilanang hindi ako makapag-submit ng Ten most Influential blogs of 2007 ,
ay ipoposte ko na lang ang mga listahan ng mga blogs na kahindik-hindik, kagilagilalas at di kapani paniwala.
in short, mga lagi kong binibisita. heeee!
=)


1. Quinkoy
2. hayasaki
3. pochi
4.Courtchief
5.tami
6.fionixe
7.bulitas
8.bombero king
9.my secret and defective life
10.billycOy

ayan.
peace sa lahat.