what a blast..
the few weeks..
chaotic.
dramatic.
suspenseful..
pityful.
sorrowful..
angstful..
...
peaceful..
at last..
freedom.. from all the pain.. all the sorrows..
the love..
being emancipated from the pain..
turns to slavery of another..
pain.
losing someone you love..
aw..
i just had to do it..
for self-preservation.
painful..
just painful.