Lotus colloquium.
Saturday, January 4, 2014
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Hello there.
"I'm but a clean man, stable and alone man
Make it so I won't have to try .
The faces always stay the same,
so I face the fact that I'm just fine
I said that I'm just fine." :)
/manchester
Make it so I won't have to try .
The faces always stay the same,
so I face the fact that I'm just fine
I said that I'm just fine." :)
/manchester
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
EDIT 6
FINALLY.
i have tried so many times to express the things that i want to say to you.. and to do the things that would make you feel how much you mean to me.
but for more than a couple of days tryin now, i seem to have failed.
whenever i try, i would end up with writing nothing- in the occasion of realizing that words are really not enough for what i want to say.
i may have displeased you on the celebration of our first month together, but.. i have to tell you..that at that day, i was lost in a trance, that i could not move.. couldn't do the things that i have planned to do for you..couldn't even see you. couldn't even talk to you..
i was too happy.~
i was afraid.
i waited for the time that I would wake up from this beautiful dream.
I didn't. :)
everything that happened to me since I met you was too good to be true. too good that it may not be true at all. but here i am writing something to that someone who had showed me that reality can be better than dreams.
with this i wanna tell you now that i'm sorry, i'm sorry that whenever i try to express myself, i am lost for words.. i want to do many things for you. so many things that i can't make 'em all at this time. so please bear with me.. and be patient. :)
I can say these words if I add a little more
grasping the limits of the love in my heart right now..
My trembling eyes speak for me.. and i would just whisper, in a faint voice.. ********
Now it all boils down to telling you that I LOVE YOU and I would take care of you.
the rest is unwritten. ~
i have tried so many times to express the things that i want to say to you.. and to do the things that would make you feel how much you mean to me.
but for more than a couple of days tryin now, i seem to have failed.
whenever i try, i would end up with writing nothing- in the occasion of realizing that words are really not enough for what i want to say.
i may have displeased you on the celebration of our first month together, but.. i have to tell you..that at that day, i was lost in a trance, that i could not move.. couldn't do the things that i have planned to do for you..couldn't even see you. couldn't even talk to you..
i was too happy.~
i was afraid.
i waited for the time that I would wake up from this beautiful dream.
I didn't. :)
everything that happened to me since I met you was too good to be true. too good that it may not be true at all. but here i am writing something to that someone who had showed me that reality can be better than dreams.
with this i wanna tell you now that i'm sorry, i'm sorry that whenever i try to express myself, i am lost for words.. i want to do many things for you. so many things that i can't make 'em all at this time. so please bear with me.. and be patient. :)
I can say these words if I add a little more
grasping the limits of the love in my heart right now..
My trembling eyes speak for me.. and i would just whisper, in a faint voice.. ********
Now it all boils down to telling you that I LOVE YOU and I would take care of you.
the rest is unwritten. ~
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
I Don't Think I Can Make You Happy Anyway
If you could read my mind love
What a tale my thoughts could tell
Just like an old time movie
bout a ghost from a wishing well
In a castle dark or a fortress strong
With chains upon my feet
You know that ghost is me
And I will never be set free
As long as Im a ghost that you cant see
If I could read your mind love
What a tale your thoughts could tell
Just like a paperback novel
The kind that drugstores sell
When you reach the part where the heartaches come
The hero would be me
But heroes often fail
And you wont read that book again
Because the endings just too hard to take
Id walk away like a movie star
Who gets burned in a three way script
Enter number two
A movie queen to play the scene
Of bringing all the good things out in me
But for now love, lets be real.
I never thought I could act this way
And Ive got to say that I just dont get it
I don't know where we went wrong..
But the feelin's gone, And I just cant get it back.
If you could read my mind love
What a tale my thoughts could tell
Just like an old time movie
bout a ghost from a wishin well
In a castle dark or a fortress strong
With chains upon my feet
But stories always end
And if you read between the lines
You'll know that Im just tryin to understand
The feelins that you lack
I never thought I could feel this way
And Ive got to say that I just to get it
I dont know where we went wrong..
But the feelins gone, and I just cant get it back.
If You Could Read My Mind - Gordon Lightfoot
P.S. di ku din alam kung napano layout ko.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Monday, September 8, 2008
intro
tagal na rin ano?
tama.
kaya mahaba-habang pagsusulat to.
nakakatamad talaga sumulat sa blag
pano. wala namang magandang nangyayari.
ay teka.
bka sabihin mo npaka pessimist ko nanaman.
hahaha..
bueno.
ayun natapos na bortdaey ko..
wala lang.
di naman ako malungkot non..
'big sabihin ba masaya ako?
hmm.
malay. importante paba un?
bortdey nga di importante.
pero oo masaya ako..
napasaya naman ako ng marami..
kahit sa pag alala lang ng bortdaey ko..
kahit nagpapalibre..
at wala ako mailibre. hahaha.
anu paba.
ayon. pasado naman ang thesis naming walang ka kwenta kwenta
at wala naman talagang significance sa mundo.
magffield trip ulit kami nyan sa yupi para gumawa ng bagong experiments.
/gg
wahaha..
lablayp.
ala ganun paren. anu pa nga ba.
un na un. nuff said.
DUH
ang gusto ko lang ngayon any gumradweyt.
natural pag nakagradweyt nako..
pede nako mag board.
at dapat papasa ako dun.
kundi, papakamatay nalang ako. wahhaha..
teka, balik sa kwento.
aun. de wasak nanaman ako kagabi..
di makatulog kya nag PC ulet..
at ano nakita ko?
si kapatid na KEZO!! haha!
alam na alam talaga pag may dnaramdam ako.
haha! yehey. saya ko naman.
xa malamang ang magbbgay ng alarm clock sa akin. hihi
3 am matutulog na sana ako..
eh 3 am pala kami gagawa ng lobo.
hahaha! msta naman...
itutuloy.
tama.
kaya mahaba-habang pagsusulat to.
nakakatamad talaga sumulat sa blag
pano. wala namang magandang nangyayari.
ay teka.
bka sabihin mo npaka pessimist ko nanaman.
hahaha..
bueno.
ayun natapos na bortdaey ko..
wala lang.
di naman ako malungkot non..
'big sabihin ba masaya ako?
hmm.
malay. importante paba un?
bortdey nga di importante.
pero oo masaya ako..
napasaya naman ako ng marami..
kahit sa pag alala lang ng bortdaey ko..
kahit nagpapalibre..
at wala ako mailibre. hahaha.
anu paba.
ayon. pasado naman ang thesis naming walang ka kwenta kwenta
at wala naman talagang significance sa mundo.
magffield trip ulit kami nyan sa yupi para gumawa ng bagong experiments.
/gg
wahaha..
lablayp.
ala ganun paren. anu pa nga ba.
un na un. nuff said.
DUH
ang gusto ko lang ngayon any gumradweyt.
natural pag nakagradweyt nako..
pede nako mag board.
at dapat papasa ako dun.
kundi, papakamatay nalang ako. wahhaha..
teka, balik sa kwento.
aun. de wasak nanaman ako kagabi..
di makatulog kya nag PC ulet..
at ano nakita ko?
si kapatid na KEZO!! haha!
alam na alam talaga pag may dnaramdam ako.
haha! yehey. saya ko naman.
xa malamang ang magbbgay ng alarm clock sa akin. hihi
3 am matutulog na sana ako..
eh 3 am pala kami gagawa ng lobo.
hahaha! msta naman...
itutuloy.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
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