Friday, August 31, 2007

placebo2 (know your enemy)

nabasa mo ba ang placebo one?

lason ang nainom ko..
at naipainom sa iba.

di pala placebo.

that's all thank you..



wicked fool mode.
mali ako mali ako mali ako!

irreversible damage naba ito??
wala bang undo? =D


nagtxt si trese: mali sinabi ko.. wla xang iba.
me: the damage is done.. ='( (bobo ko! nakakainis ka! inutusan ka ba nya para magconfess bago xa bitayin?)



sa pagkakataong ito mahirap nanaman gumawa ng hakbang..

kikilos ba ako?
maghihintay?

pano kung ang hinihintay kong episode ay hindi na pala ipapalabas?

ako ba ang gagawa ng episode?
dapat ba akong gumawa ng episode?
kailan ko dapat gawin ang episode?
pano kung tanggihan ako ng producer?

kumalat na ba ang lason at wala na ba akong oras para gumawa ng antidote?

mga tanong...


parang nag-take ako ng exam ni bonaks..
binigyan ako ng parehong bote na may lamang parehong characteristics na likido..

isang lason..
at isang antidote..
kailangan kong i-identify .. which is which?


tanging ang paginom lang ang paraan upang malaman ko kung alin..

mukhang ang nainom ko sa unahan ay ang lason..
at mukhang naipainom ko pa sa iba..

magpapasorry ba ako??
para?..?

kailangan na bang kantahin ang kantang to? (haia sorry pareho ata tayo lagi.)


Over
~ayu~

I still remember your face..
when you were about to say something on that day
I'm sorry for not having heard you out..

I honestly love you
I didn't have a little more courage


And hid my tears though I knew
we would never be as we were
I parted from you waving my hand and saying "See you again"
I parted from you as usual..


It is easier than we think..
to let go of each other's hand
But it is difficult to join hands again, isn't it?


I can't smile without you..
I could not say just one word..


The wind is cold.. I'm in tears now.
Now I know it's not me alone, who feels the coldness
But seems too late..


What is getting little by little farther by the distance?
Do I forget little by little as time passes by?


It was a treasure, wasn't it?
I wished to protect it more than anything else.

____



masaya naman birthday.. (c'mon mahirap maging masaya pag may bumabagabag sayong kalooban.. may conscience at super-ego pla ako..)

gang dito nalang muna..


-guilty-

4 comments:

ch13f said...

wengkz ..
naghahanap pa talaga ng undo! hehe

try mo ctrl+z ate!
hehehehe!
well, emotion mo yun eh, you have the right to let it out! ^^,

† alleicarg † said...

dont know what to do..

quincy john said...

grabe ata inner struggle mo gracy.
-sigh-
no comment na lang ako.

† alleicarg † said...

as it was shown, the damage was irreversible..

but then..
who knows?

those two ends might meet someday.

T_T