Saturday, July 7, 2007

seven seven seven

alleicarg is alone.frustrated.
this is the day i was always waiting for since July 7, 2002.
sigh.. (may tinanong ako kay God nung araw na yun sa Church. teary-eyed pah..)

the moment i woke up this morning, i sent friends txt messages na "happy 777." fave number ko din ang seven.
it should be a happy day. blessed.. lucky, ect.. blah blah..

turns out, hindi.
grrhh..


supposed to be, may papanoorin ako kanina with a friend.
or.. i would have somebody hancuffed.. =) (ui nag-isip xa..)
what happened was...

>i printed out thirty pieces of balloons this morning, because nag-absent yung isang nagtatrabaho sa shop namin.. 'tas ako pa ngGlaze. so tiring. may vertigo ako so hilong-hilo na ako kanina.. and i forgot to bring Serc with me.

>nasayang nanaman unli ko ng 5 days coz wla akong katext. kahit si E.T. I think he's mad at me. snoban nanaman kami.

>my mother and i brought my little sister to the hospital coz she's having relapses of fever, and may earache..

>my sister was admitted to the hospital. Diagnoses: pneumonia with otitis media.

>i went home. alone.
naglakad ako sa ulan.
so cold..
i'm wet.
i got 100 bucks left.
i passed by two lovers. ang sweet nila.
the boy won't let a drop of rain fall on his girl.(un tingin ko.)
asa kanya na jacket, pinayungan pa, tas naka-akbay.
wow. dry and warm. with the presence of her boyfriend.
masaya sila.

okay, so nainggit nanaman ako..


>bf ay nasa malate. pumunta sa gig. di 'man lang nagtxt. (okay nagpaalam naman)
this paranoid personality disorder of mine is overworking again.
i tried to call. tas dinrop ko. hehe..
"pag masaya ka nakakalimutan mo ako."
re:"wala akong load. nagpapasa lang."


wow.
i shouldnt't care.
don't worry di na kita hahanapin.
i won't worry anymore kung napano ka na or what. (posible ba yun? duh chei?.. oo)

nakakainis pag alam mo na ugali ng isang tao.
nakakainis din when someone tries to lie to you, and turns out he's a bad lier.

nakakainis.


i need a hug.


sige. i'm tired and i want to sleep nah.
nagkwento lang ako.
complaints..

iniisip ko tuloy kung ano sagot ni God.


again, i need a hug. sigh..

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nawalan ng power supply nang itinatype ko ang post na to.
buti may autosave ang blogger.
so lucky.

6 comments:

fionixe said...

wenk.. ako din parang di maganda ang nangyari ngayong araw na ito.

*hug* narin kita gurl.

`ch13f said...

*hug hug hug*
don't be sad too much miss chei,
things will fall into place ..
yun nga lang, you've expected the day to turn out so fine, but unfortunately it went the other way ..

but don't worry ..
may ibang araw pa .. hehe

chin up miss chei!
everybody wants to see a smiling face! :)

ana said...

isang hug para sayo....

† alleicarg † said...

@ fionixe: anu kaya nangyari? uhmm.. thanks sa hug..huhu.. =)


@ch13f: dami hugs ah? thanks po.. =) sana totoo.. hehe.. salamat. maybe ganun talaga, when you expect, you get dissapointed. yeah may ibang araw pa.. smile. =)

@ana: salamat sa hug.. =)


salamat sa lahat na ngbigay ng hugs.. nakakainis ang anti-spam noh.. mwah..=)

quiKoy taWops said...

sorry.

i just read this post.

sayang di na ko naka offer ng hug.

but i empathized when i was reading..

you seemed so damn screwed that day.

but im hoping you're looking at the brighter side of everything.

† alleicarg † said...

thanks quincy..
i appreciate it.
everyday i'm lonely..

but having people giving a thing on my blog makes me happy..

thanks.