Thursday, May 10, 2007

inert..


five days.

just five days has passed and.. whoah..
a lot of significant events and changes lodged into my life..
significant..

mahabang away nanaman
incon cheiincon cheiincon cheiincon chei

ehehe..

yeah.. most of my friends say.. nah.. okay.. all of my friends tell me that i'm the most inconsistent being they have encountered..

unstable..
dynamic..

they sometimes say that i just lie..

truth is.. i don't. they're just not updated of the things i'm goin through..
change.. always flips sides..


parang si.. {} mahilig magflip.. wOoh!


{please don't bring prejudice here.. lalo na ikaw, elaine.}di ako naghahanap ng away.. i'm here to express my thoughts.. i'm not angry though.. pakiusap ko lang noh.. if ever you relay stories about people.. they must be exact.. specific..impartial.. unbiased.. it must be the truth.. partial truth is more lethal than a blatant untruth dude. you are indeed responsible and accountable to whatever you say.. or do. i just hope that the things i've heard about you.. playing a role of a broadcast journalist.. nah.. bad broadcast journalist ain't true.. baka mapalitan mo pa si perez hilton nyan.. abah.. chikadOra! rant all you can! itikom mo nahi hope you know what friendship means.. really means. yung essence ha.. i'll be waiting for your response dear.. speak to me clearly.. and unmasked.

wooh.. like the second hand of the clock..
now i'm here.. with one blink.. i'm half a mile away..
nOw i'm married.. after a few minutes.. i'm divorced..
after a day..
ahaha..



whatever.


people..


bakit ba maxado inaabangan mga nangyayari sa buhay ko? haha.. read my blog.. updated ka dito.. get the news straight from my writings..


kitsches..


i don't mean to fool them.. they're making fools out of themselves..


my week today.. is a melting pot of emotions.. roughly mixed.. a salad mixed up with strong spices you can barely eat..


vomitus, vomitus.. where have you gone?

aw... i wonder what will happen tomorrow?



this post is so mixed up..

disgorge as you please.


Saturday, May 5, 2007

Thursday, May 3, 2007

♥ e muja oui cu silr..†

ruhao.. will you hate me this time?
i don't even know if this will be read by the one who's supposed to be reading it..

i hope he does read it..
as soon as possible.

† truth hurts that's why we lie..
or at least keep it from being revealed.† ice

still waiting for my phone to ring.. how pathetic..
sigh..


rehte gy hy hky hykbynystys..hycygdyh oydy gedy..gykype..afyh..
yhk duduu te gu ymys yhk kykyfeh..yd te gu ymys gihk sypypycy su hky edu..
rehte gyoy rehte by gedy hybybydyfyt?cekinu yo rehte su dymyky ymys myryd hk kehyfy su cygeh..
hyeehec ygu.. rehte gu symesidyh myryd hk hyhkoyne.myryd.. gihk hykikimiryh gy yd rehte su dymyky ymys myryd hk kehyfy su, syyyne su eduhk edyhuhk cy ygeh.. yd cycykideh gu myryd. myryd.cy egydydyreseg hk ydehk acdytu.
uu.. cehicipigyh suhk sykpyku.. ymys gu oyh..banu cy hygegedy gu.. yd hynynyhycyh hkyouh..rehte synihuhk hykpyku yhk dyu..
kyhoyh gy tyde..kyhoyh gy byneh hkyouh..
ygu teh.fymyhk bykpypyku.
u ygu hy yhk syo syme hkyouh?lkinu uu.. hykekehk sygycyneme ygu..hykekehk ihvyen cyou..
gihk kyhedu hymyhk myke yhk hyhkoyoyne..rehte egyf yhk syyynehk sykehk cyhre hk ygehk gymekyoyryh cy piryo..kyhuh teh ygu cyou..tyrem te hy gedy gyoyhk bycyoyreh..sypekyd cy muup gu.fymy hy yguhk mygyc. hyipuc hy.
hynanacdneld myryd hk kykyfeh gu..byny syrymeh gy.. imed.
eh crund, hykekehk peddan ygu..hykekehk dehkeh gu cyou yo gyyfyo..
cekinu hky yo dehybuc su hy yhk myryd cy ydeh..kyouhk te gy hy hky hkbynystys..
yougu yhk kyheduhk bygenystys..banu ymys guhk kehykyfy gu teh edu cyou sehcyh.. byk kymed ygu.
cyhy..
cyhy sykehk sycyoy hy dyou..synyse hy yguhk hykyfyhk bykgygysyme.. yd yougu hyhk tyktykyh by.
rehte gu dymyky ymys gihk pyged tisydehk gy cy piryo gu..huhcahca oydy dyou.. edu gehydydygud gu tyde by.
yyseheh gu.. hyfymy hy yhk tyde guhk bykdehkeh cyou..behebemed gu syhk epymeg, ar syrenyb..hkihed yoyf gedyhk syfymy cy piryo gu..rehte gu ymys yhk dihyo hy tyremyh.
synyse yguhk behykcececeryh hkyouh..edu myhk behykceceryh gu piuhk piryo gu..
dra suna dryd e's dnoehk du lunnald ed.. dra suna es cdilg fedr oui.... suna byeh..
bynyhk fymy dyou cy dysyhk byhyruh..syme..
myryd..
gihk syepypymeg gu myhk yhk byhyruh..yo bebemeeh gu hymyhk hy sykgyepekyh hymhk sihy dyou..byny hkgygemymy dyou hk sypide..yd sydepyo yhk bihtycouh hydeh.
banu hyhkoyne hy..
oui fana dra uha e dnicdat suna dryh yhouha amcaoui'na dra uha dryd e druikrd fuimt pa drana yd so faygacd susahd..pid ehcdayt..oui ekhunat sa dryd desa..

sykehk syyouc syh dyou imed fmy hguhk pypyfeeh cy myryd hk sky hycype gu tyrem myryd hsh oyh duduu..
cyhy sykehk syyouc hy yhk myryd..
sygybihdy gyoy ygu cy gyynyfyh su?bibihdy gy gyoy?
sycecenyyh hgu hk imu..
syrym gedy..
e muja oui cu silr.
dryd ed rindc sa ajah suna frah e rind oui.


is there still use in trying?



koinu

love and peace to you.

neko
†††

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

♥ nuhymt, byny cyou dur..y maddan du oui. part 1

normal readers can't understand this..

a letter to you.

syrym gedy..banu pyged kyhih?kicdu gu sihyhk sykehk symyoy..

byny sykyfy yhk sky tybyd guhk kyfeh..
gymesidyh gy byhcysyhdymy..

syk ynym..
sykdybuc.
kisnytiyda..
sykdnypyru..

po drah e fuimt ryja y cdypma zup..
yrayt ygu hk dfu oaync cyou..pid ed tuach'd syddan..
yoyf hk hygynynyse cyou..pid ed tuach'd syddan..
yhk tyse guhk kicduhk cypereh cyou hkyouh banu pyged te gu sycype?

yhk tyse guhk kicduhk kyfeh banu te gu sykyfy..
syrym gedy banu kicdu guhk gisyfymy..
hygygyehec..




syrym gedy..banu pyged fymy hguhk mygyc?
bfata pyhk desa uid sihy?
pendrtyo su hy cy 5..
fymy syh myhk yguhk nakymu cyou..

bycahqy gyhy..
youguhk sykehk bmycdel..
cyou..
yd cy cyneme gu..
hyeehec ygu..tegu mys kykyfeh..
rehte gu ymys..


syrym by hky py gedy?

uu.



hao