Thursday, April 26, 2007
tell me i'm not fooling myself.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
nabasa ko ito sa blog ni argie...
at.. guminhawa pakiramdam ko.
WhEn All eLsE fAiL.... Use a Fork
daming taong pinoproblema masyado ang pag-ibig
totoo man i find love problem sa waste of my time isang malaking HELOOOOOO!!!
sa lahat nang namrumrublema tungkol sa love na yan
dami pang mas importanteng bagayna kailangan nating problemahingaya nang global warming, aids, at ang magiging katapusan nang maging sino kaman, (wala lang nagpapatawa lang)
i mean wala namang masama na isipin mo tungkol sa lovelife mo walang masamana paminsan minsan umiiyak ka pero wag mo namang hayaang kontrolin nang kabiguan mosa pagibig ang buhaysabi nga sa isang pelikulang napanuod ko
tatlong stages lang naman pinagdadaanan natinpagdating sa love eh
"LOVE, LEARN and MOVE ON"
pero kadalasan nasstuck tau dun sa love parthanggang sa nakalimutan na nating matuto kaya di na tau makapagmoveon
payo lang sa lahat nandyan ang problema para lutasin
di para titigan buong arawat iyakan dahil iniisip mo wala ka nangmagagawa...
meron kang magagawa marami
di lang isa di lang dalawa...marami as in marami
kung nasasaktan ka na iwanan mo na sya wag na wag mong sasabihin saken namahal mo sya kaya ok lang na masaktan kakagaguhan yan
baka masampal pa kita nang kaliwat kanan likod at harap
kung niloko ka lokohin mo rin di na uso martyr ngaun matira matibay
ika nga at kung nagsawa kanawag mo nang patagalin
dahil habang pinapatagal mo yan mas marami ang nasasaktan
hindi lang kayo nang kasama mo sa relasyonn andyan ang bestfriend mo na matagal na pala na me gusto sayo at busit na busit na sa pagsabi mo na di mo na kayaat gusto mo ng hiwalayan gf/bf mopero di mo naman ginagawa
nandyan din ang kabarkada mo namatagal na palang me pagnanasa sa gf/bfmo at naghihintay lang nang magandang pagkakataon para masulot jowa mo
at marami pang ibaoh well senxa na sana me napulot kau kahit papano
and lagi nyong tatandaan
"HAYAAN MO SYANG MAGLAWAY"
thanks a lot!
Saturday, April 21, 2007
i found this image there..
-[caption: Subject: I dated my rapist
"I dated mine ... married him ... now 25 years and 3 kids later I'm finally figuring out why I've suffered from depression for so long. Thanks for letting me know I'm not alone." -]
don't ask me why.
"Every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart. If we could just remember this, I think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in the world"- postsecret
i wanted to make a contact to the one who posted this..
i just wanted to.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
get your doctor's note.
The Gray Kid and Daniel Stessen. Directed by People Food.
"i cannot make my phone ring by lookin at it."
have you ever heard Typecast's song "will you ever change"? nah.. i'm so f*ckin tired of things..okay.. things related to change. this is why i'm posting another entry at this time of day on earth.. it's past two o'clock in the morning and i'm havin this crazy feeling again.. well, it is a state of mind now.
i think i'm angry.. (i think)
months have passed.. things went wrong.. problems encountered.. lessons taught.. but they were NEVER LEARNED! why can't you learn!? yeah.. he never learned.. HE. always.. hurts me.. i guess i have never learned too.. but hey, i'm stronger now.. but it seems like i have never been kind, or at least have been gentle with myself.
i myself know that creative thought shapes destiny, and the hour-by-hour mental conduct produces power for change in life.. but i have never developed a train of thought on which to ride.. and i'm going nowhere. fast. the nobility of life as well as happiness depends upon the direction in which that train of thought is going.. and mine has a lost track.
It's time for a new mind about myself and my life.
i'll die early with him. never brought me happiness..
all the things i did.. the sacrifices.. i thought they were worth something..
i gave the shit love.. he gave me misery.. still i gave more love.. haha..
he needs change,a profound change, of mind and character..
i'm starting to hate him. again.
someone so selfish.. so mean.. don't deserve me.. never was worthy of the love i have given him..
Random acts of mindlessness..
Chances and surprises,another state of consciousness ..
i hate you.
sasa tennis player ka lang.. but why is it that love means nothing to you?
it's just me..
who means nothing to you?
this one's for you..
Holding on, that's what I do since I met you..
And it won't be long..Would you notice if I left you?And it's fine for some 'cause you're not the one,you're not the one there...All night long, laid on my pillow..These things are wrong.I can't sleep..
I have decided to leave you forever..i have decided to start things from here. thunder and lightning won't change what I'm feeling..and the daffodils look lovely today.. in your eyes I can see the disguise..
in your eyes I can see the dismay..
you're full of deceit..
your friends don't even know what kind of person you are..
you're fake.. hypocrite.
for the sake of humanity and the betterment of the society..
_+ i hope you can read this.. 'tis only here where i can express how i feel. (maintindihan mo kaya? gatas.)
Sunday, April 15, 2007
home at last.
it's hot. I’m tired. Neuralgic.. cephalalgia with a pain scale rating of 9..grrhhh..(kung pwede lang mag infuse ng analgesic sa utak.. pwehh.. wala palang pandamdam ang utak.. grrh..) plus.. my gums are bleeding!
ginugulo ako ngayon ni miss hamasaki sa kanyang awiting “evolution”.
what a day.. woke up at eleven-thirty in the morning. Ginising lang ako ng tatay ko sa sigaw.. kailangan ko daw pumunta ng tindahan at tulungan ang aking mama..
checked my phone.. what I got? seventeen messages..
galing lahat sakanya.. oo. sya nga.. si ruhao ko.na supposed to be ay kagabi ko pa nabasa. delayed lagi messages ko ngayon sa sun.. and I’m getting sick of it. 3 hours delayed! Come on!.. lagi pa ng laLag ang aking primitibong telepono. I don’t wanna buy a new one though.. napaka kuripot kong tao.. o xa.. ruhao ibili mo ko.. toinks.
I ate breakfast without even having a mouthwash.. eww.. yeah.
Lactum.. saka bread.. courtesy of pareng dieg.. five pieces yun.. naubos ko within two minutes. Well.. hindi po ako nagsulat ngayon para I bulgar ang aking katakawan.. kundi.. ikwento ang kamalasan ko ngayong araw na to.. hehe.. kilala nyo si little loca? Yun.. sa pang factor.. kung gusto nuyo sumakit ulo nyo eh hanapin nyo mga mumunting pelikula nya sa you tube.
I don’t know.. this day.. is.. whhaa.. di ko man lang mahanap ang appropriate na adjective! Basta! Naiinis ako! Itatapon ko na cellphone na toh! Hay!
Wala ba kayo maibenta sakin? Kahit docomo lang.. pwede nah!
Hayok na hayok..
Gatas.. walang kwenta ang poste na to..
Masakit na rin ang mata ko kaya hindi ko naiparating ang gusto kong sabihin..
well.. to be continued tayo..
Baka init lang to..
p.s.: readers.. don’t be fooled by the cute theme of my blog.. walang kaartehan dito.. and the tune that plays? Its purpose is to annoy you.. haha.. joke.
Friday, April 13, 2007
Thomas Merton (1915 - 1968)